Part 1

Charlie it´s the boy writting letters to an extrange friend, he start telling him that he wants to have someone that listen to him, he feels alone after his best friend dead, it was a suicide, sometimes Charlie thinks it´s his fault, he also thinks somethings that happened were his fault, but know he is just searching for happiness and a reason to be in the world.

Well he start talking about his first day of school, he meet his favorite teacher, Ms. Andersson, the advanced english teacher, first of all he is afraid of being the best of his class, but the teacher notice he has pottencial, and he tell him, he has not to be afraid, and also said if you have only one friend on first day of school, he would be ok. Lately on the day he know Patrick, he is the classic clown of the class, but he is a senior year boy in a lower grade class, he has fail the carpentry class two times; Patrick has this nickname "nothing" cause he said call me Patrick or nothing, so everybody started calling him nothing.

Like all the school he was bother, but he just wanted to go away and hopping the 1385 days missing to go to  university run fast. He was feeling sad and happy at he time, he wanted to talk with his aunt Helen, but she was dead. On the meal he talked with his parents, sister and sister´s boyfriend call Derek, his dad tell him - "Just smile and be yourself, that´s the ways you make friends".